i thought i was strong,
i thought i have improved,
i thought i have changed for the better,
i thought i m brave enough already,
i thought i wont be the "runaway xz already"
i thought i will pull this through.
i thought i will complete this on my own.
i thought i would make a decision fast.

but all are " i thought"
and they are never right. whole lot of craps.
i haven been moving,
i m always stuck in this little box of mine.
not moving forward.
but i m still the same mii!
well, its quite sad to hear this.
like i have not been growing up all this while.
wasting the time and effort.
what have i been doing. ?
[search me]
creating trouble here and there.
making life difficult for others.
just what the hell m i doing?
my indecisive,
my delay,
my selfishness,

i m the root of all evil.